![]() ![]() ![]() was he… humane enough? was he, an artificial being, really enough for you ?.he couldn’t help but wonder if what he was feeling was enough for you.every time you smiled at him, placed fleeting kisses on his cheek, or whispered words of 'love’ in his ear so, so sweetly.although it’s damn near impossible to guess what this man’s thinking of, you get a rare glimpse of his vulnerability when his grip on your hand tightens ever so slightly.every time he holds your hand, he is reminded that he is different from you.this awareness, unfortunately becomes heavier as time went on.and he was aware he wasn’t alone like he was before.he’d be your companion in this wondrous thing called ‘life’ he did promise that he’d love you, care for you.because of that, each act declaring his love for you is restricted with his consciousness.albedo is painfully aware of his artificial existence - too much in fact.in the early stages of relationship, albedo would struggle showing vulnerability and showing his love to you -especially verbally.but despite the few acts of physical intimacy, you really didn’t feel anything different from when you two were just friends.sure he’d hold your hand and share kisses here and there.like he was far away from you, too far from your reach.at times you’d feel like you couldn’t reach albedo at all.you often felt distant from your boyfriend.you couldn’t help the pressure in your chest, like you couldn’t breathe sometimes each time you spent overthinking on nights like this.no relationship is perfect, you knew that. ![]()
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